Just a fucking back pain to change the perspective of things.
understand what is addiction. understand how they feel about drug addicts. sick of love. Painful aspects of the dose. Whether in a syringe, a cuddle or a fresh fruit.
You are helpless there. Indeed powerful on the one thing you can do: hurt. You can not improve if not standing still. Immobile.In hold. And you think maybe you need to take this time to think. But silence is assodante. Need noise, music, voices. You need to take back your body. Adrenaline to run. To feel the pain of the muscles that worked. So think back to those brief moments when you were happy. Polenta eating a light wine sauce washed down by a traitor. Enchantress of children listening to a band.
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